,PERO MINSAN
Isang Hapon ng Kadramahan
Ang hirap lumimot
Lalo na pag tinutukso ka ng mga imahe ng kahapon
Minsan akala mo ok na
Minsan akala mo wala na
Pero minsan,
Ang gulo…
Pero mabuti narin ang minsan kesa lagi
Minsan napakasarap lunurin ang sarili sa trabaho
Ngunit minsan ayaw ko rin ito
Masarap din kasi ang petiks lang
Magulo ba talaga?
Ganito nalang
Ok lang ang mga panahong may mga “minsan”
Ang mahalaga masaya ako ngayon…
OO, walang biro
Pero oo nga noh, may kalungkutan din pala ang minsan…
Ayan na naman ang minsan…
Ayos lang
Sarap mabuhay!
Yung tipong mapapasigaw na ako sa tuwa at may talon-talon pa
Yung tipong tatambling na ko pero wag nalang
***drama post para ngayong araw ng mga puso… gabing-gabi na andito parin ako sa opisina… kalungkot dahil hindi ako natuloy sa isang masaya sanang selebrasyon… marami pang ganito sa susunod… pero ayos lang… bawi nalang ako minsan… ayan na naman ang Pero Minsan…
I spent Christmas at my sister's house in Bicutan... I wasn't able to push through with my plans of spending my holidays in dumaguete... sadness... I was thinking of going to Makati for New Year's Eve together with Imay... but that too didn't work out... another sadness. The fickle minded me decided to go home to Solano to spend my New Year there... so I did a last minute packing.
I usually travel at night so that i can just sleep in the bus for the whole 7-hour trip but I wasn't able to do that too. I was awake the whole time. I spent my time texting, playing pc games and staring outside the bus window. I enjoyed the last one most. It made me notice things along the way.
I didn't feel afraid at all. I marveled with the things I saw. I was quite disappointed though because I can't take out my camera and capture these images. The situation wasn't ideal due to the moving bus and darkness.
All this time, thoughts would conjure in my head, thoughts that brought me a feeling of gladness and sadness.
This New Year for me is a year of independence but come to think I been independent in the past (whether i like it or not) as situations arised.
Just like the bus ride, I felt alone while looking at those wonders.
But just like the bus ride, there's a certain joy to it and a valuable time spent in reflections and appreciation.
